Author: foxtongue

pysnoop

So it seems a file named PTSNOOP is messing about with my computer. I assume it got on either with my modem, or before I managed to download ZoneAlarm. In any case – it’s severly irritating. AdAware doesn’t notice it, nor does ZoneAlarm or The Cleaner. Pages found from Google say it’s a trojan backdoor. I’m searching through the registry and seeing if I can’t clean it out that way, but if it does show up YET AGAIN. *growls* Does anyone know of a nice cleaner program that nabs it?? It’s apparently quite bothering with my net connection.

apples

I do not want these possibilities
idols of neglect and love
to want to suddenly kiss this
face that isn’t yours
regret
Tempting this choice
presented me these apples golden sweet
so dangerous only ruin lies within crisp skin
softly softly this offer
sweetness certain soured
I do not want
idols of regret and love
needs unmet, unheeded unseen

today and yesterday I have not eaten

I am not a matyr because I love you, because you are important to me beyond myself. It is not a sacrifice that has that sort of meaning. You will forever be more important then I, you put yourself there and have held it. It hurts me that you are always the center of all things, as it would be nice, so nice, if perhaps I had a day, a moment, a thought, where you held yourself to be lesser and equal. Would that you trusted me, believed me, answered my questions instead of asking “why”. Would that you cared as I do. Would that you loved me back.

pinstripes candystripes

damn you stockdale! i’m home alone at three eh em intermittently wandering the internet for anything interesting. conversations had with you recently are floating through my brain prompting me to look into the idea of the pinstripe corset. drat you and yours. there’s many and many of them, all desirable and unattainable. sleek, svelte skins of the body, gloves to the form. olive and lavender, blood red and creamy plum. no black charcoal with aubergine, not yet, though it must be in this world of fashion pages and on-line shopping. i am sure.

coachella

The Radiohead newsletter arrived in my mailbox today bringing incredible news. In fact an “alrighty peoples – we must go to this most amazing of concert festivals”. It’s pricey, but for once a fellow could get what they pay for in this sick overpriced western world.

The line-up (as far as I’ve been able to find):

– radiohead
– the cure
– the pixies
– kraftwerk
– the electric six
– death cab for cutie
– air
– the yeah yeah yeahs
– sahara hotnights
– international noise conspiracy
– prefuse 73
– (plus other unconfirmed)

May 1 and 2 at the Empire Polo Fields in Coachella, California.

General admission tickets for each day are priced at $75.00 per day, with a limited amount of 2-day tickets available for $140.00 plus $1 per day for charity.

But COME ON! Radiohead, The Cure and the Pixies!!

just meme’n the night away

three things not commonly known regarding moi

1. I’m vaguely allergic to lemon dish soap – it breaks my out in really mild hives.

2. I have a serious thing about men with eyemake-up on. Eyeliner is just hot. I blame growing up in the 80’s.

3. If I’m the only one eating – I will not cook. In fact, I will go hungry until there is someone else around to partake of the food available. I think it has something to do with that whole lack-of-self-worth thing