fuck. fucker spiked me with opium…. not exactly what i was planning when i crashed a neighborhood party. nothing ot do, spent a day waiing i ntime to be stood up. i lit a lantern and went for a walk. wit’s friday night – who’s goin got not like a bareffott girl in a tophat with a lantern… i pegged the guy when i showed up – the long bearrded older guy who’d be fascinated with me. christ. turnsd out the bastard was a chemist. it’s hitting right this damned second. so glad I got out of there before thisd. so pure it hurts to look at the screen. people are on-line with me right now. I took far far too much, I shouldn’t sleep. breathing supporessant. chrsit. typing is reallly really hard right now. is there anyone else up? he put a slab the size of my paml in the tea. not elthal, i give it ten hours but christ. i have to stay up for a few hours. i have work at noon. I’m going to read this tomorrow and cringe painfully. now I’m an idiot blpbger who can’t spell, soesn’t use punctuation aand it typing on drugs. ghods – may his hands get caught in his next lab exlposion. ahappy it was only one c\up. he gave me two twists of it, wel – little brwon balls that I tuned into twists with a recipt off someone. that’s it. i’m hitting the post button. it’s been an hour, if I was going to be in serious trbloue, i wloud be already. now to fend off apnea. fuck. I should have just accetped that i was stood up for the fifht tiem this montrh. heh. night lovelies. talk to me if you’re arond.