this is the hearts filthy lesson
I don’t know what to do. I’m going through the motions, but behind there’s no meaning.
let me laugh, let you take my pain and eat it laughing. let the freedom begin, let me sleep.
sweep me up and swallow mine eyes inside you.
be my sight again
be my dreams again and let you not fear me
darkness falling with piano deep in the shade
chords, notes, phrases – swelling into this water what drowns me
keeps me, kills me, wants wants to die
this is what you want