twenty six years of driving through this same stretch of mountains

Can a thinking, remembering, decision-making, biologically accurate brain be built from a supercomputer?

Traveling through the Rockies, the scenery between Vancouver and Calgary is mind numbing. Rows upon gratuitous rows of overly splendid mountains reaching away into the distance, seemingly without end, every peak a new exploration into awe, every turn of the road a new, embarrassingly fantastic view. Eventually, especially in Roger’s pass, the brain begins to shut down, presumably in self defense. The beauty and scale of everything is just too big, too ancient, complete, and remote.

I sepia tinted one of my pictures in an effort to show how timeless it’s possible for these places to be, too. Even with the railroad in the shot, (especially, almost), there’s no way to pin down down the year. Every BC museum has pictures practically the same, essentially interchangeable. No matter when the picture’s taken, the mountains and trees remain identical, as if around the corner you might find a lost batch of men in long pants, dirty white button up shirts, suspenders and vests, their only set of clothes, hacking at the stone with pick-axes for four dollars a day, dreaming of settling down in a frontier future so long in the past we can’t imagine it in colour.

I’m only sorry it was impossible to get a proper sense of the overwhelming scale, taking pictures from the bus. Truly, you have to stop at a look-out, the highway is littered with them, and merely stare.

New research from MIT suggests that longterm memories may not be that fuzzy, but are just harder to find.

begone beige and never return

PARKSEASONS: virtual portals to spring, summer, winter, and fall.

One step away, every direction, pausing, humming, considering actions. Following traits instilled by searching to make better, drum machine, hard, punching the button to make it hit. Days without leaving except to go to work, stale bottoming out, standing still.

We didn’t finished painting yesterday, instead Nicole is going to finish it today with David while I’m at work, so when I go home tonight, it should be to a rather transformed apartment. (Getting the spare room done will clear out almost all the boxes we have left.) I’m quite looking forward to the change. Because so much of my life has been spent in transitory spaces, it’s been fascinating to delve into decorating and discover what it is I actually like to have around me for any length of time. Apparently I especially appreciate being wrapped up in warmth, colour, and a heady, baroque mix of internet modern and good antique design. It’s like I can’t own furniture that wasn’t built either in the last two years or at the beginning of the last century. Perhaps it’s a side effect of living poor, but as part of the future.