I wish I had a digital camera available me right now. I would move the bookshelf and re-arrange the livingroom just so I might have a vintage backdrop for thousands of pictures. Hundreds of shots of arranged objects and self.
Day: January 28, 2004
blahs
I’m home alone again. Until late it’s just me and the chinchilla, as he cat is apparently gone. Oh, and the fish. Scintillating company, I know. I’m wandering the internet utterly aimlessly, with not enough imagination to find anything actually interesting. So – this entry. A pointless one, without interest, describing perfectly my thoughts.
pysnoop
So it seems a file named PTSNOOP is messing about with my computer. I assume it got on either with my modem, or before I managed to download ZoneAlarm. In any case – it’s severly irritating. AdAware doesn’t notice it, nor does ZoneAlarm or The Cleaner. Pages found from Google say it’s a trojan backdoor. I’m searching through the registry and seeing if I can’t clean it out that way, but if it does show up YET AGAIN. *growls* Does anyone know of a nice cleaner program that nabs it?? It’s apparently quite bothering with my net connection.
apples
I do not want these possibilities
idols of neglect and love
to want to suddenly kiss this
face that isn’t yours
regret
Tempting this choice
presented me these apples golden sweet
so dangerous only ruin lies within crisp skin
softly softly this offer
sweetness certain soured
I do not want
idols of regret and love
needs unmet, unheeded unseen