{"id":994,"date":"2004-10-30T12:22:00","date_gmt":"2004-10-30T12:22:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2004\/10\/30\/my-face-burned-with-cold-as-i-looked-over-my-city-this-morning\/"},"modified":"2004-10-30T12:22:00","modified_gmt":"2004-10-30T12:22:00","slug":"my-face-burned-with-cold-as-i-looked-over-my-city-this-morning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2004\/10\/30\/my-face-burned-with-cold-as-i-looked-over-my-city-this-morning\/","title":{"rendered":"my face burned with cold as I looked over my city this morning"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This boy is a scrawny kitten creature of a man. Whipcord lean and alleycat sweet. I want to take him in to protect him from the cold. Take this saucer of milk darling, lap it up curled in my lap. Trust me lovely, I don&#8217;t want your skin to line my coat.<\/p>\n<p>*locksnapclick*<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s the season for warm winds blowing rain into uplifted faces. Hide your eyes from the too kind sky. This morning there was a mad scurry dash of activity when the water began. We had to get the fireworks under the tarp as quickly as we could. When I had arrived earlier, I discovered that I was remembered from the course. Jay had told Elliot that he was bringing his friend in today, &#8220;She was in the course this week. She would have been the blond one.&#8221; &#8220;Blond and purple?&#8221; &#8220;Yeah, that&#8217;s Jhayne&#8221; &#8220;She was the one who took a nap during class&#8221; <\/p>\n<p><i>the sound of keys in a clay cup<\/i><\/p>\n<p>Sentences are running through my head like my love line. A broken jagged thing traveling across my hand, unreadable for it&#8217;s lack of coherency. Damned post modern relationships. Sweet mother terra needs to rewire my attraction board. Take the pegs out and re-arrange to fit my place and physical location into the program. It&#8217;s my fault somehow for falling for people, not flesh. I remember once I scraped off make-up with damp sand. It was course, gritty against my cheeks. I don&#8217;t know if I was dreaming. Where was I then? On my knees in a skirt, the surf in front of me? Not what I was looking at.<\/p>\n<p>This is the important time for set-up. A few blocks away is the practical experience to wiring up explosives, the learning what I need to know. I can picture them perfectly, moving back and forth on the gravel field. Lisa Lee checking her set-up paper time and again. I&#8217;m jealous of their cold hands, their volunteer coffee in styrofoam cups. Instead I&#8217;m working with the kids, a small heap of ill-won candy my none too healthy breakfast. <\/p>\n<p><i>I see you<\/i><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This boy is a scrawny kitten creature of a man. Whipcord lean and alleycat sweet. I want to take him in to protect him from the cold. Take this saucer of milk darling, lap it up curled in my lap. Trust me lovely, I don&#8217;t want your skin to line my coat. *locksnapclick* It&#8217;s the &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2004\/10\/30\/my-face-burned-with-cold-as-i-looked-over-my-city-this-morning\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;my face burned with cold as I looked over my city this morning&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-994","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/994","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=994"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/994\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=994"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=994"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=994"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}