{"id":848,"date":"2004-09-18T18:35:00","date_gmt":"2004-09-18T18:35:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2004\/09\/18\/i-want-so-badly-to-believe\/"},"modified":"2004-09-18T18:35:00","modified_gmt":"2004-09-18T18:35:00","slug":"i-want-so-badly-to-believe","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2004\/09\/18\/i-want-so-badly-to-believe\/","title":{"rendered":"I want so badly to believe"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Saturday is a day for death. The Baron has come calling. No one on-line and I am trapped by the monsterous spawning of ignorant wombs. I&#8217;m reminded of a dream I had years ago. I was pregnant. I could feel it moving inside me and as if that wasn&#8217;t horrific enough, the life sucking parasite had razor blade teeth. Sharp triangles of metal gleaming from it&#8217;s pink gums. I could picture the thing perfectly. Perfect little baby fingers, perfect little baby with just a little bit of fuzz on it&#8217;s waxy head. I shot up as I woke, choking a scream back. Terrified, I was in shock. The classic moment girls get in the horror movies. Blinking, newly in reality, I put my hands down from my face to realize the sheets and blankets were damp. No, soaked. Thinking I would have to change them in the morning when I was feeling a bit more sane, I let myself fall back in relief only to suddenly scream between gritted teeth. Pain unbelievable. Visceral hot and now. Fire burning flesh and terrible. My body knotted with it. Whimpering, I very carefully sat up and reached over to click on the lamp. Red. Red everywhere.<\/p>\n<p>Turns out I tried to claw the thing out in my sleep.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Saturday is a day for death. The Baron has come calling. No one on-line and I am trapped by the monsterous spawning of ignorant wombs. I&#8217;m reminded of a dream I had years ago. I was pregnant. I could feel it moving inside me and as if that wasn&#8217;t horrific enough, the life sucking parasite &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2004\/09\/18\/i-want-so-badly-to-believe\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;I want so badly to believe&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-848","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/848","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=848"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/848\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=848"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=848"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=848"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}