{"id":842,"date":"2004-09-16T21:11:00","date_gmt":"2004-09-16T21:11:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2004\/09\/16\/all-for-one-black-mesh-glove\/"},"modified":"2004-09-16T21:11:00","modified_gmt":"2004-09-16T21:11:00","slug":"all-for-one-black-mesh-glove","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2004\/09\/16\/all-for-one-black-mesh-glove\/","title":{"rendered":"all for one black mesh glove"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m a bit of a fool, but I&#8217;m having fun, so I hope the world forgives me. I know the importants involved already do. <\/p>\n<p>Jacques play is tonight. My very last chance to see it, and I really should. Two failed attempts on the record already. Laughing at myself for &#8216;what to wear&#8217; syndrome.&nbsp;Irony escapes anything but personal mention sometimes. I&#8217;ve finally learned a variation of the Emo costume though, and that&#8217;s clean. It&#8217;s either that or I go as a Gothling. I&#8217;d rather not, really. Clothing as costume. Costume as charactor. I&#8217;m going to a play. It&#8217;s the little things that make me lonely sometimes. Dressing up so obviously on my mind because of the startling revelation that I can be obscenely flirtatious with the ideas inherant in clothing, though&nbsp;like every other geek on the planet, I need to do some laundry. Slay me for this thought is so tiny. Bless the internet in that a year from now I can look back on this and try to puzzle out exactly what was going on today in spite of my not writing about it at all. It&#8217;s an eight hour difference. I&#8217;m starting to think I know you a little. Clues.<\/p>\n<p>Ever get those moments in interaction where you either backpedal or push harder than you think proper? Yeah &#8211; I&#8217;m thinking that maybe I&#8217;m unlearning the backpeddle. My deadpan&#8217;s getting too good.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s ten:thirteen, play&#8217;s at eleven, &nbsp;I suppose I should hit the road. Slip shoes on and step out the door. Lucky I didn&#8217;t leave them with Alistair this morning. It continually occurs to me how incriminating I could word our association so far. To put it mildly, <em>&#8220;well &#8211; I met this Scottish guy at Fetish Night last Saturday and went home with him. Got a ride off this&nbsp;other guy in a leather kilt I met last month.&nbsp;Crashed over three nights now. Tuesday he&#8217;s taking me over the border.&#8221;<\/em> From outside my head, that looks like something different. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m a bit of a fool, but I&#8217;m having fun, so I hope the world forgives me. I know the importants involved already do. Jacques play is tonight. My very last chance to see it, and I really should. Two failed attempts on the record already. Laughing at myself for &#8216;what to wear&#8217; syndrome.&nbsp;Irony escapes &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2004\/09\/16\/all-for-one-black-mesh-glove\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;all for one black mesh glove&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-842","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/842","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=842"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/842\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=842"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=842"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=842"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}