Aww. I got a letter from the Ex today. I am very amused. It’s the kind of letter that let’s me use the term, so that’s neat. Never got to do that before. Everyone always leaves town. Well – the ones that count leave town. Me included.
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I’ve been agonizing a week now about getting ahold of\/getting together with you…
\nI won’t get into the details…
\nEvery day contained hours of anxiety as I considered calling you… I wanted to explain it to you…<\/p>\n
I finally got a computer up… It’s taken a bit of time to get through the mail…
\nI did some research tonight, prepping to contact you…
\nReads to me like you’re fully engaged otherwise – no real surprise there.
\nThe verious derogating comments concerning me do not promote my interest in communicating with you at all.<\/p>\n
Having read what I’ve read, I have no further reason to appologize to you. <\/i><\/p>\n
*laughter* Researching calling me??? hahahahahahahahahahahah. Well – thank you for finally reading some of my journal, you know – almost a year into having it. Not, of course, that anyone on the outside terribly knows what the hell is going on in there these days, but that’s alright. No-one’s been commenting, but almost everyone’s been accusing me lately of being a writer, so I’m fairly confident that what I put in there isn’t a slog. What do you think of it? How far back have you been going? I love it when I’m less of a head-case than other people. *laughter* It gives me hope. I was chatting with people when I got the letter. Some of us looked for something derogatory, but we gave up. I went as far back as a month. In retrospect, I’m uncertain why I bothered. I think I’ve reached a point where it’s not my place – I don’t have to pander to anyone’s insecurites anymore. Hear, but I’m going to celebrate.<\/p>\n He can continue to only hear what he wants to, but I’m going to go out walking with people I think are wonderful, and you know? I feel simple again<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Aww. I got a letter from the Ex today. I am very amused. It’s the kind of letter that let’s me use the term, so that’s neat. Never got to do that before. Everyone always leaves town. Well – the ones that count leave town. Me included.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-607","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/607","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=607"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/607\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=607"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=607"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=607"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nmy reply: <\/p>\n
\nIt’s funny, because I’ve called you five times out of the last seven days and you’re never there. When someone picks up I leave a message. You were to call me!! I got pictures developed. Five rolls – all I had. If there’s any more rolls that you’ve got kicking about – I’ll get them done too, if you like. The place lost a roll of film, so now I get SUPER cheap developing. Most of them turned out utterly awful, but there’s a few okay ones. I look sort of like a cello rock princess just starting out in one or two, but OH! The painful bad gothyness! The “I’m putting my girlfriend naked in front of a camera”!! It’s cringeworthy. Anyhoo – come see!!<\/i><\/p>\n