{"id":586,"date":"2004-06-16T00:46:00","date_gmt":"2004-06-16T00:46:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2004\/06\/16\/the-sound-of-water-and-the-dark-curl-of-your-hair\/"},"modified":"2004-06-16T00:46:00","modified_gmt":"2004-06-16T00:46:00","slug":"the-sound-of-water-and-the-dark-curl-of-your-hair","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2004\/06\/16\/the-sound-of-water-and-the-dark-curl-of-your-hair\/","title":{"rendered":"the sound of water and the dark curl of your hair"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I swept away the honey coating of skin tonight to uncover pain. Sweet<br \/>\nabandoning myself to walking. One step after another, walking, caught<br \/>\nin eachother. Words, phrases. I&#8217;m changing my reflection to something a<br \/>\nlittle more knowing. We argue, but agree while we&#8217;re at it. Send me<br \/>\naway and I&#8217;ll only want to know you more. Upside down and inside in. I<br \/>\nthink it&#8217;s going away.<\/p>\n<p>Hollowed of everything but the inablilty to take another step, I only<br \/>\nstarted falling at Grandview Park.. Too far, and though no scrapes to<br \/>\nshow, I know I will have bruises. Down the Drive, then up it, and<br \/>\nhalfway back again. The film was lovely, wonderful. Vignettes collected<br \/>\nbeautifully over years. Sparks of brilliance shining through rough cuts<br \/>\nand purposefully harsh editing. I will tell certain people to see it<br \/>\nand will seek it out when if for sale. Afterwards, the park, the<br \/>\nsunset. People smiling; kites. I feel I talk too much, but then again,<br \/>\nI will selfconcious for a very first time. Sincerly, a tell me why? The<br \/>\nocean. And answers. Words, trilling only because I hear them as such.<br \/>\nLaughter underwater, under thoughts, made of truth. Perhaps I will<br \/>\nspend that time. Perhaps I will say Yes finally, though a doubt asks if<br \/>\nonly it must be one of my only remaining fears. <\/p>\n<p>Desire carries consequence. <br \/>\n<i>can i dare that responsibility<\/i><\/p>\n<p>It was too far to walk to Main street from English Bay. Continuing<br \/>\nforward I could feel the bones. Picturing the piston shift movement of<br \/>\nthe undercarriage. Joints and justice. I will feel this tomorrow and be<br \/>\nlucky if I do not feel it tonight.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I swept away the honey coating of skin tonight to uncover pain. Sweet abandoning myself to walking. One step after another, walking, caught in eachother. Words, phrases. I&#8217;m changing my reflection to something a little more knowing. We argue, but agree while we&#8217;re at it. Send me away and I&#8217;ll only want to know you &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2004\/06\/16\/the-sound-of-water-and-the-dark-curl-of-your-hair\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;the sound of water and the dark curl of your hair&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-586","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/586","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=586"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/586\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=586"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=586"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=586"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}