{"id":574,"date":"2004-06-12T02:07:00","date_gmt":"2004-06-12T02:07:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2004\/06\/12\/its-not-going-to-stop\/"},"modified":"2004-06-12T02:07:00","modified_gmt":"2004-06-12T02:07:00","slug":"its-not-going-to-stop","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2004\/06\/12\/its-not-going-to-stop\/","title":{"rendered":"it&#8217;s not going to stop"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I love shifts in perception, in attitude. Seeing things blossom. Though the<br \/>\nimplication of a&nbsp;hard friendship was always there, it was never put into true<br \/>\npractice.<\/p>\n<p><em>Line lives up on the shelf and polish them to a shine.&nbsp;Pick them and&nbsp;eat<br \/>\nthem.&nbsp;The ones with you are to look like pomegranates turned inside out.<\/em><br \/> <br \/>\nThe way you savoured the words, the image. I made you a smile that I devoured.<\/p>\n<p>Tonight was the a wrung out Game of 1000 White Cards. The idea was<br \/>\nto collect people and have them drink sangria, but it was not to be. I<br \/>\nthink we had fun, but it was an edge of exhaustion push of energy. I&#8217;m<br \/>\nglad of work tomorrow. Enough time with the mindless will bring back my<br \/>\ntaste for words. I am sad to miss SinCity tomorrow, but a prom will<br \/>\nhopefully be well worth it. I found a plum dress custom fit to someone<br \/>\nI could body double. The tight translucent sleeves will make dancing<br \/>\ndifficult, but I swear, if need be I shall tear them off for freedom of<br \/>\nmovement. It&#8217;s too fun to mess with perception for otherwise. Clothing<br \/>\nas costume &#8211; a favorite game. <\/p>\n<p><i>in toronto i tended to wear skirts and peasant shirts. hippie<br \/>\nclothing, light carefree and not deadly in the unaccustomed heat.<br \/>\nnothing that wasn&#8217;t befitting a flowerchild. except once. i was meeting<br \/>\nwith joseph at night and i had dressed in black. tight sleeveless black<br \/>\nshirt, black pants. clothes to break into buildings with. an<br \/>\nassassination outfit. i carried knives then &#8211; he hadn&#8217;t taught me<br \/>\nenough of love otherwise. it was too soon. i scared him. i was so<br \/>\ndifferent to see. i stood, i moved in other ways. confident for the<br \/>\nfirst time. <br \/>\n<b>&#8220;you look too dangerous &#8211; i can&#8217;t see you&#8221;<\/b><br \/>\n<\/i> <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I love shifts in perception, in attitude. Seeing things blossom. Though the implication of a&nbsp;hard friendship was always there, it was never put into true practice. Line lives up on the shelf and polish them to a shine.&nbsp;Pick them and&nbsp;eat them.&nbsp;The ones with you are to look like pomegranates turned inside out. The way you &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2004\/06\/12\/its-not-going-to-stop\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;it&#8217;s not going to stop&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-574","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/574","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=574"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/574\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=574"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=574"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=574"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}