{"id":2561,"date":"2008-06-10T14:10:00","date_gmt":"2008-06-10T14:10:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2008\/06\/10\/its-destiny\/"},"modified":"2008-06-10T14:10:00","modified_gmt":"2008-06-10T14:10:00","slug":"its-destiny","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2008\/06\/10\/its-destiny\/","title":{"rendered":"it&#8217;s destiny"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><center><a href=\"http:\/\/www.thingsyoungerthanmccain.com\/\"><b>http:\/\/www.thingsyoungerthanmccain.com<\/a><\/center><\/b><br \/>\nI like my new job. I like the potential in it, the industry, the selection of tea. I like the Rikki quote on the back of the door of the women&#8217;s washroom, my co-workers who are all neat people who smile nicely and tell funny anecdotes and complain about the weather just the right amount. I like the view, the information I need to gather, how intricate this will all be, how interesting. It&#8217;s <i>all<\/i> amazingly pleasant.<\/p>\n<p>I only wish I knew more about what I&#8217;m meant to be doing. I&#8217;m used to learning quickly, to being one step ahead almost all the time, but I&#8217;m only slowly figuring out what to do at my new job. I know I&#8217;m meant to be picking up the slack as other people get on with more important tasks, but it&#8217;s like all the work available to me is below the surface, there, but invisible until it&#8217;s shown to me. I wander links and websites, learning about how our products need to circumvent routers and how to explain to people what an IP address is, while I send out prefab replies through the help, and don&#8217;t <i>quite<\/i> know what to do next. The man who was going to train me on something today is caught in the crunch of a dead-line, my friend who works here, works on a different aspect of the company.. I&#8217;m falling back on educated guesses and verifying sign-up lists that require the same attention to detail a grade-schooler could offer. I feel lost in a segue.<\/p>\n<p>By the end of the week, I&#8217;ll be better. Already I know where to sign in, where to find my mail, what tasks I can attend to when I first get in. The only question is, why am I worried when no one else is?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>http:\/\/www.thingsyoungerthanmccain.com I like my new job. I like the potential in it, the industry, the selection of tea. I like the Rikki quote on the back of the door of the women&#8217;s washroom, my co-workers who are all neat people who smile nicely and tell funny anecdotes and complain about the weather just the right &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2008\/06\/10\/its-destiny\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;it&#8217;s destiny&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[390,403],"class_list":["post-2561","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-woes","tag-work"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2561","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2561"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2561\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2561"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2561"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2561"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}