{"id":2088,"date":"2007-03-20T20:49:00","date_gmt":"2007-03-20T20:49:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2007\/03\/20\/but-i-was-given-a-free-fruit-protein-smoothie-today-so-thats-alright\/"},"modified":"2007-03-20T20:49:00","modified_gmt":"2007-03-20T20:49:00","slug":"but-i-was-given-a-free-fruit-protein-smoothie-today-so-thats-alright","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2007\/03\/20\/but-i-was-given-a-free-fruit-protein-smoothie-today-so-thats-alright\/","title":{"rendered":"but I was given a free fruit protein smoothie today, so that’s alright"},"content":{"rendered":"

Think William Gibson knows about this?<\/a><\/p>\n

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my little tanith<\/a>
Originally uploaded by Foxtongue<\/a>. <\/span><\/div>\n

“A screaming comes across the sky…” Gravity’s Rainbow again, Pynchon as one of my favourite authors. Paul lent it to me, the sweet pig-tailed man who juggles as he walks, months ago as part of a thick stack, bricks of book to help build a delicious wall of post-modernism beside my bed. Now enough time has passed that I am feeling the pressure of their weight every time I leave the house without them. Except for this last novel, they require returning. Given another set of circumstances, I would not be so concerned, but I can sense myself putting it off out of a stunted sense of self-preservation. There\u2019s no casual way to be certain that Marc would not be the one to answer the door. I would have my past be a silent thing. There does not seem enough good in it to be worth preserving so carefully. It is not fair that my heart jumps so suddenly with his name.<\/p>\n

The Wisdom of Children.<\/a><\/p>\n

I do not like my memory acting as a ghost haunted, falsely fate-ridden private universe. I rather my hurts decompose, fold back into my experiences instead of corrode them, but cannot seem to find the trick. It has abandoned me completely. Instead I find myself withdrawing, attempting to find a social array where these emotionally catastrophic people do not so immediately exist, which doesn\u2019t actually help at all. I suppose part of it is that I\u2019m too busy trying to create a theatre through sheer force of will to concentrate on anything more private. Still, it nags me. That pile of books, however saturated with kindness, remains a constant reminder of circumstances that my wounded my well being – a Damocles sword that fell without a feast waiting (or even a table). <\/p>\n

The Smithsonian Institution pleads poverty while Smithsonian Secretary used Smithsonian funds to decorate his house.<\/a>
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