{"id":1951,"date":"2006-10-09T11:45:00","date_gmt":"2006-10-09T11:45:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2006\/10\/09\/did-anyone-get-pictures\/"},"modified":"2006-10-09T11:45:00","modified_gmt":"2006-10-09T11:45:00","slug":"did-anyone-get-pictures","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2006\/10\/09\/did-anyone-get-pictures\/","title":{"rendered":"did anyone get pictures?"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"float: left; margin-right: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.sylviaji.com\/\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.sylviaji.com\/images\/spring.jpg\"><\/a><\/div>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/foxtongue\/212033081\/\">Oliver<\/a> made our relationship over into a self-fulfilling prophecy. (The only person to dare claim I would &#8216;understand when I was older,&#8217; he would constantly harp on my age, instead of realizing that his sheltered, unscarred perception was the emotional problem). I realized I had his number when my friend <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/foxtongue\/237373027\/\">Stephen<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/kindelingboy.livejournal.com\">Michael<\/a>&#8216;s father, asked after him last night. One of those well-whatever-happened-anyway questions. Tears sprang stinging to my eyes and I quietly said, &#8220;I didn&#8217;t expect him to be so faint of heart.&#8221; The instant I made my reply, the curtain sighed as it fell to the stage. I grasped the explosive charge and <a href=\"http:\/\/news.bbc.co.uk\/1\/hi\/health\/5404184.stm\">extinguished it with my bare hands<\/a>. Stephen looked up from the ice-cream he was inspecting in time to look at me, understand, and say, &#8220;I don&#8217;t know you <i>incredibly well<\/i>, all things considered, but I do know that you&#8217;re most certainly <i>not<\/i> for the faint of heart.&#8221; The release, a statement of the obvious, as I rose out of my post-glory depression from Saturday night. (It&#8217;s terrible, how after I felt like falling down and crying. I wanted a kiss so bloody badly, some way to celebrate, some incredible smile to drown myself in, to let go of the show by unwinding out of my body around someone else. I&#8217;ve never had that, you know. No one has ever stayed long enough for me to share a victory. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/barlow\/261213403\/\">Not once<\/a>.)<\/p>\n<p>The fire and fireworks went so bloody well that I was almost amazed. It was <a href=\"http:\/\/www.slate.com\/id\/2151005\/\">a potential disaster<\/a> of the worst sort. We almost didn&#8217;t have a finale. Those rather essential things we needed to make a show? Gone. All our fire torches, staves, etcetera, got themselves misplaced between Thursday night after dress rehearsal and when I arrived Saturday afternoon at 2 o&#8217;clock. <\/p>\n<div style=\"float: right; margin-left: 10px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/century_hawk\/264067123\/\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/static.flickr.com\/119\/264067123_1255b3a9ec_m.jpg\"><\/a><\/div>\n<p> No one could tell me a thing. I arranged search parties for hours, grasping for any clues, any ideas as to where our kit went. After I vowed vengeance several times, and condemned our ridiculously poor security to be <a href=\"http:\/\/www.vinylpulse.com\/2006\/10\/yeast_infection.html#more\">the first against the wall when the revolution comes<\/a>, we managed to borrow some odds and ends off Elliot Neck at the very last minute. Less than twenty minutes before curtain, gear finally arrived. By the time gear arrived, we&#8217;d used all our fuel filling Tiki torches. Which meant that we ended up lighting with Citronella. Yes, Citronella. That&#8217;s what the gas station had. As if to add insult to injury, the delinquent half of my crew didn&#8217;t arrive until five minutes before call. Except the arsonist, who&#8217;d been there since five in the afternoon. It was like I pulled the entire show from the air. <\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/download.yousendit.com\/78BF04520F80F523\">It was amazing<\/a>. <\/p>\n<p>However, so was my show.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/modblog.bmezine.com\/2006\/10\/06\/hope\/\">I won.<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Oliver made our relationship over into a self-fulfilling prophecy. (The only person to dare claim I would &#8216;understand when I was older,&#8217; he would constantly harp on my age, instead of realizing that his sheltered, unscarred perception was the emotional problem). I realized I had his number when my friend Stephen, Michael&#8216;s father, asked after &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2006\/10\/09\/did-anyone-get-pictures\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;did anyone get pictures?&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[220,629,904,792,332,834],"class_list":["post-1951","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-fire","tag-michael","tag-moon-festival","tag-oliver","tag-pyro","tag-stephen"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1951","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1951"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1951\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1951"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1951"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1951"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}