{"id":1836,"date":"2006-05-12T02:01:00","date_gmt":"2006-05-12T02:01:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2006\/05\/12\/ontological\/"},"modified":"2006-05-12T02:01:00","modified_gmt":"2006-05-12T02:01:00","slug":"ontological","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2006\/05\/12\/ontological\/","title":{"rendered":"ontological"},"content":{"rendered":"<table style=\"text-align: left; width: 100%;\" border=\"0\" cellpadding=\"2\" cellspacing=\"2\">\n<tr>\n<td style=\"white-space: nowrap; vertical-align: top;\">\n<p>1. This is not a love letter.<br \/>\n2. I am tired of self sacrifice.<br \/>\n3. Every snowflake, however unique, is still made of water.<br \/>\n4. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.stephenberkman.com\/\">Beauty<\/a> is becoming a stranger because of people like <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=Mgg95GjY0m8\">you<\/a>.<br \/>\n5. Wounded sparrow tongues do not fly.<br \/>\n6. There are no mitigating circumstances.<br \/>\n7. Infidelity is still infedelity.<br \/>\n8. Make up your mind beforehand.<br \/>\n9. I am my own bloody Cassandra.<br \/>\n10. Happy unwanted <a href=\"http:\/\/turbulence.org\/Works\/saddest\/\">birthday<\/a> to matching little me.<\/p>\n<\/td>\n<td style=\"white-space: nowrap; vertical-align: top;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/hentooth.livejournal.com\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/static.flickr.com\/54\/144607472_7d1158a21f_o.jpg\"><\/a>\n<\/td>\n<td style=\"white-space: nowrap; vertical-align: top;\"><center><\/p>\n<p>   Who, if I screamed, would hear me among the angels?<br \/>\nand even if one of them pressed me suddenly against his heart<br \/>\nI would be consumed in that overwhelming existence.<br \/>\nFor beauty is nothing but the beginning of terror,<br \/>\nwhich we are still just able to endure,<br \/>\nas it threatens to annihilate us.<\/p>\n<p>every <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/foxtongue\/21376096\/\">an<\/a><a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/foxtongue\/56509536\/\">gel<\/a> is terrifying.<\/p>\n<p>~ rilke ~ <\/center><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>1. This is not a love letter. 2. I am tired of self sacrifice. 3. Every snowflake, however unique, is still made of water. 4. Beauty is becoming a stranger because of people like you. 5. Wounded sparrow tongues do not fly. 6. There are no mitigating circumstances. 7. Infidelity is still infedelity. 8. Make &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2006\/05\/12\/ontological\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;ontological&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[303,733,691,732,181,128,3,734,9],"class_list":["post-1836","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-atticus","tag-burning-amber","tag-cassandra","tag-discarded","tag-painting","tag-poetry","tag-relationships","tag-rilke","tag-writing"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1836","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1836"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1836\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1836"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1836"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1836"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}