{"id":1670,"date":"2005-11-19T21:19:00","date_gmt":"2005-11-19T21:19:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2005\/11\/19\/i-cant-see-the-logistics-but-i-dont-care-whats-in-my-bank-account\/"},"modified":"2005-11-19T21:19:00","modified_gmt":"2005-11-19T21:19:00","slug":"i-cant-see-the-logistics-but-i-dont-care-whats-in-my-bank-account","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2005\/11\/19\/i-cant-see-the-logistics-but-i-dont-care-whats-in-my-bank-account\/","title":{"rendered":"I can&#8217;t see the logistics, but I don&#8217;t care what&#8217;s in my bank account."},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"float: right; margin-left: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px;\"> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/foxtongue\/63514308\/\" title=\"photo sharing\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/static.flickr.com\/25\/63514308_827a8ea051_m.jpg\" alt=\"\" style=\"border: solid 2px #000000;\" \/><\/a> <br \/> <span style=\"font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;\">  <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/foxtongue\/63514308\/\">andrew dimmit &#8211; urban clowns<\/a>  <br \/>  Originally uploaded by <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/people\/foxtongue\/\">Foxtongue<\/a>. <\/span><\/div>\n<p><b>I leave Vancouver for Montreal on Saturday December 10th, 9 in the morning. I&#8217;m returning December 24th in the evening, arrival expected around 8pm.<\/b><\/p>\n<p>These strange anchors in my life, I&#8217;m visiting with them tonight. Chains several years long, I&#8217;m always the only one. Over in decency, I&#8217;m singular, the bed. This one, he cried once. It meant a lot to him that I held his hand. We see each other more now, but less. His computer&#8217;s broken, our connection severed. This one, they confessed beautiful things looking at me with eyes like sand, my fingers trapped in his hair. It&#8217;s all been waiting for the blossoms to burst into fire. Time creeping along on little cat feet, giving me more reasons to be wanted. This is picking up the pieces I dropped a year ago, two years, three. If this is growing older, I like it. I&#8217;m better suited, pin stripe and today a historian stopped me in the street. <i>This will sound ridiculous, but you&#8217;re like a chic version of a rich person from the middle ages<\/i>. <\/p>\n<p><b>Sunday night, a group is getting together to go to Lady of the Camillas. 8pm at the Havana, tickets are either $15 or half price if you can pretend to remember the password, some long complicated word beginning with L.<\/b> <\/p>\n<p>The picture framed in my closet used to be in a movie theater. I wonder if somehow metaphorically, it burned down this week. Unborn, our friend yelled at us. All of this wasn&#8217;t allowed, so instead we held our breath and closed our eyes. Nothing changed but perfect timing. It&#8217;s a little rescue.<\/p>\n<p>Tonight Jason, Jeff, and W. Stretch are hosting a gathering in New West, Benn Neufeld is finally having his house-warming over by Commercial and First, and the Work Less Party are having their Circus party down at the Maritime Centre. I&#8217;m going to attempt to hit as many of these as possible, armed with the knowledge that at each place are people visiting who I otherwise would never get to see before I leave. Burrow is up from the States for the Masque, for example, and this is the first time Benn has lived in civilized confines for something like a year. It&#8217;s now nine:fifteen. My clock says <i>go<\/i>.<br clear=\"all\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>andrew dimmit &#8211; urban clowns Originally uploaded by Foxtongue. I leave Vancouver for Montreal on Saturday December 10th, 9 in the morning. I&#8217;m returning December 24th in the evening, arrival expected around 8pm. These strange anchors in my life, I&#8217;m visiting with them tonight. Chains several years long, I&#8217;m always the only one. Over in &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2005\/11\/19\/i-cant-see-the-logistics-but-i-dont-care-whats-in-my-bank-account\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;I can&#8217;t see the logistics, but I don&#8217;t care what&#8217;s in my bank account.&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[463,460,317,157,461,462,442,326,416],"class_list":["post-1670","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-clowns","tag-eta","tag-events","tag-friends","tag-inevitable-b","tag-montreal","tag-parties","tag-people","tag-placebo"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1670","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1670"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1670\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1670"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1670"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1670"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}