{"id":1637,"date":"2005-10-18T03:07:00","date_gmt":"2005-10-18T03:07:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2005\/10\/18\/hiding-in-front-of-everyone\/"},"modified":"2005-10-18T03:07:00","modified_gmt":"2005-10-18T03:07:00","slug":"hiding-in-front-of-everyone","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2005\/10\/18\/hiding-in-front-of-everyone\/","title":{"rendered":"hiding in front of everyone"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"float: right; margin-left: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px;\"> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/memorymotel\/50237899\/\" title=\"photo sharing\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/static.flickr.com\/30\/50237899_61c07c8135_m.jpg\" alt=\"\" style=\"border: solid 2px #000000;\" \/><\/a> <br \/> <span style=\"font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;\">  <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/memorymotel\/50237899\/\">The Mask<\/a>  <br \/>  Originally uploaded by <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/people\/memorymotel\/\">MemoryMotel<\/a>. <\/span><\/div>\n<p>I checked because I knew I would have been written to. An entire paragraph was there this time, a little window of wondering about. Wandering about. A room full of people and a small commiseration. I remember this. Lying down together. I remember and hands. Glass as an element, as a metaphor, as something to see through, something that the eyes read, something that allows us to see outside when we are within walls. <\/p>\n<p>I met with my friend <a href=\"http:\/\/www-rohan.sdsu.edu\/faculty\/feenberg\/\">Andrew<\/a> this afternoon before breakfast with Ryan, and he gave me a tour around his area of the university. It felt like a treat. He&#8217;s lovely company and I think I might have visibly drooled a little while scanning the titles on his bookshelf. I&#8217;m looking forward to attending his lectures. I don&#8217;t get credits, but nor do I have to pay. A damned good deal, in my books. It&#8217;s my first time looking forward to school, though I admit being on campus feels irritatingly like hostile territory. These Are Not My People, This Is Not My World, E T and C. Academia&#8217;s foreign in ways that surpass language and delve directly into conditioning. I&#8217;m comfortable in an agora atmosphere, I was never wired for muted halls lined with lockers. I prefer to have words inside my head instead of on silky paper on my wall.<\/p>\n<p><b>Calling on the Vancouver web: A soundproof space is required for the late afternoon and evening of November 18th.<\/b> I&#8217;m told it&#8217;s for a student film about an alien abduction. <b>The ideal space would be a grotty basement with a drain in the floor but privacy, accessibility, and that it&#8217;s okay to scream are the most important<\/b>. They&#8217;re willing to rent, but the most they could afford is $100.<br clear=\"all\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The Mask Originally uploaded by MemoryMotel. I checked because I knew I would have been written to. An entire paragraph was there this time, a little window of wondering about. Wandering about. A room full of people and a small commiseration. I remember this. Lying down together. I remember and hands. Glass as an element, &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2005\/10\/18\/hiding-in-front-of-everyone\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;hiding in front of everyone&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[155,157,330],"class_list":["post-1637","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-flickr","tag-friends","tag-korean-movie-monday"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1637","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1637"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1637\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1637"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1637"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1637"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}