{"id":1629,"date":"2005-07-13T23:16:00","date_gmt":"2005-07-13T23:16:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2005\/07\/13\/you-can-see-the-changes\/"},"modified":"2005-07-13T23:16:00","modified_gmt":"2005-07-13T23:16:00","slug":"you-can-see-the-changes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2005\/07\/13\/you-can-see-the-changes\/","title":{"rendered":"you can see the changes"},"content":{"rendered":"
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jhayne silver curve<\/a>
Originally uploaded by Foxtongue<\/a>. <\/span><\/div>\n

My house is divided<\/a>. One night, two evenings, three days, four fingers, five. A hand without you, counted every time the sun goes down and terrified of my heart. Another night, another day, that’s two more. Arithmetic on my body. My shadow on fire, blazing something tired and nameless whenever I close my eyes and don’t hear your voice. Haunted by more words than I can encompass without looking into your eyes, by letters unwritten in every pore of my skin that remember your lips. I’m not sleeping so well. Instead I dream of stars, painful pointillist versions of a city I’ve never been to, haven’t seen pictures of. Fire on top of pillars<\/a>. It’s all under the same moon, I tell myself, the words like a broken bridge tumbling into a river in slow motion. Instead my eyes sting with the splinters of roses and I imagine a painful sprouting of wings from my back. Dark feathers to take me away from here. <\/p>\n

My fingernails are long again, white crescents I could place in the sky. I would offer to prostitute my soul if it meant that I would be able to create exquisitely as Alessandro Bavari does.<\/a> His art is enchanting, captivating my eyes to the exclusion of time.<\/b> I look outside and the warm air’s been pulled out over the ocean, taking the light with it like a blanket to tuck in the other side of the world.
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\nMy house is divided. One night, two evenings, three days, four fingers, five. A hand without you, counted every time the sun goes down and terrified of my heart. Another night, another day, that’s two more. Arithmetic on my body. My shadow on fire, blazing something tired and nameless whenever I close my eyes and don’t hear your voice. Haunted by more words than I can encompass without looking into your eyes, by letters unwritten in every pore of my skin that remember your lips. I’m not sleeping so well. Instead I dream of stars, painful pointillist versions of a city I’ve never been to, haven’t seen pictures of. Fire on top of pillars. It’s all under the same moon, I tell myself, the words like a broken bridge tumbling into a river in slow motion. Instead my eyes sting with the splinters of roses and I imagine a painful sprouting of wings from my back. Dark feathers to take me away from here. I would dance slowly on an empty wind. My fingers they count for me, and they point a road to you. There’s a horizon in the way, points on a compass that I never learned to read. Tell me to disregard this telling of time, this watching the clock. There’s only a month left, as if only were an appropriate word. Five fingers, thirty feathers, twenty one times I say your name when I’m asleep. It’s too much, too much again.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

jhayne silver curve Originally uploaded by Foxtongue. My house is divided. One night, two evenings, three days, four fingers, five. A hand without you, counted every time the sun goes down and terrified of my heart. Another night, another day, that’s two more. Arithmetic on my body. My shadow on fire, blazing something tired and … Continue reading “you can see the changes”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[40,274,155,49,10,278,301,419,168,9],"class_list":["post-1629","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-art","tag-brilliant","tag-flickr","tag-links","tag-loveletters","tag-matthew","tag-morning-stars","tag-seattle","tag-video","tag-writing"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1629","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1629"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1629\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1629"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1629"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1629"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}