{"id":1572,"date":"2005-08-19T18:57:00","date_gmt":"2005-08-19T18:57:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2005\/08\/19\/putting-my-head-back-together\/"},"modified":"2005-08-19T18:57:00","modified_gmt":"2005-08-19T18:57:00","slug":"putting-my-head-back-together","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2005\/08\/19\/putting-my-head-back-together\/","title":{"rendered":"putting my head back together"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Padova, rezando<\/a>
Originally uploaded by odei<\/a>. <\/span><\/div>\n

Surely seven steps have been taken. Days collapsing in exhaustion, settling yourself back into the city, alcohol aware, wondering where I am. I know that not once has an hour walked by without handing me a card with your holy name written on it. My eyes falling down, unable to speak it out loud without reverberations stirring within my heart. Scripted now, I don’t know what to say. It’s been a week. Every day an anniversary missed. I’m waiting. I gave you something and it’s time you gave it back. It’s been decided I’m a widow now, the grave dug in foreign soil when you decided another bed would be the answer to a question I don’t know yet.<\/p>\n

Tonight<\/b> is burlesque<\/a> followed by midnight Rocky Horror<\/b> at Andrea<\/a>‘s house. An easy segue, we’ll all be dressed appropriately, though we’ll likely be showing up without toast or toilet paper. Tomorrow I don’t know. During the day on both Saturday and Sunday are Kokoro Dance’s 10th Annual Wreck Beach Butoh performances<\/a><\/b>, something I haven’t been to in years now. Afterward, I’m sure there’s something happening Saturday night. With us, how could there not be? I put down my lack of knowledge to the fact that lately my brain, at best, has been a distracted sieve. Sunday<\/b> is darling Chelsea<\/a>‘s birthday dinner<\/b>, and Monday<\/b> is the ever-present Korean Movie Night<\/b><\/a>. Tuesday<\/b> is Beth<\/a>‘s performance<\/a><\/b> and Wednesday… Wednesday my skull swishes, an empty shell of me. Dominique<\/a>, were you Wednesday? It was dedicated to someone and it wasn’t for Karaoke, that comes later. Was there a concert? Something to do with Mike<\/a>? I’m tired, my memories bleeding. Thursday pulls a blank, but Friday<\/b> is Lung<\/a>‘s not-to-be-missed photography show<\/a><\/b>.
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Padova, rezando Originally uploaded by odei. Surely seven steps have been taken. Days collapsing in exhaustion, settling yourself back into the city, alcohol aware, wondering where I am. I know that not once has an hour walked by without handing me a card with your holy name written on it. My eyes falling down, unable … Continue reading “putting my head back together”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[317,155,356],"class_list":["post-1572","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-events","tag-flickr","tag-schedule"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1572","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1572"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1572\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1572"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1572"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1572"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}