{"id":1569,"date":"2005-08-17T12:29:00","date_gmt":"2005-08-17T12:29:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2005\/08\/17\/time-and-space-he-wrote-the-word-city-on-my-arm-with-his-finger-and-i-almost-cried\/"},"modified":"2005-08-17T12:29:00","modified_gmt":"2005-08-17T12:29:00","slug":"time-and-space-he-wrote-the-word-city-on-my-arm-with-his-finger-and-i-almost-cried","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/2005\/08\/17\/time-and-space-he-wrote-the-word-city-on-my-arm-with-his-finger-and-i-almost-cried\/","title":{"rendered":"time and space: he wrote the word city on my arm with his finger and I almost cried."},"content":{"rendered":"
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Tokyo City View @ Mori Tower<\/a>
Originally uploaded by Ya Ya<\/a>. <\/span><\/div>\n

I reset my alarm, but forgot to turn it back on after Ryan<\/a> left. Silly me, I fail at mornings. I woke up though at exactly the right time, my door buzzer more persistent than my hollow lack of dreams<\/a>. Outside the window was a courier truck. Michel<\/a> has sent me more comic books, an odd thing to find out first thing in the morning. There’s also a Jesus Monkey Pants t-shirt<\/a>, which I would wear today if it weren’t that I’ve got a job interview this afternoon at one o’clock. Thank you, dear, they’re much appreciated and maybe just what I need. When is good to call?<\/i> I read the three Dreaming, Weird Romance<\/u>, and it occurred to me that if I were a better person, more attuned to expectations, it would have struck me bitterly. As it was, I finished the three then got up for my shower, thinking only that it’s sad that he hasn’t called me. I wonder at myself, that there’s no explosion of hateful verbal diarrhea waiting, only a sadness too deep for me to reach bottom in that wants an explanation. Chris<\/a> said something to me on Monday night that’s been stuck in my head, still quietly humming in my ears. We were talking about Amanda<\/a> coming home, of what would happen, of an unknowable future. I said, “Dear, I understand. I am terrified of mine.” He replied, “Yes, but see, I like<\/i> the person I’m in love with, so I’m merely scared.”
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Tokyo City View @ Mori Tower Originally uploaded by Ya Ya. I reset my alarm, but forgot to turn it back on after Ryan left. Silly me, I fail at mornings. I woke up though at exactly the right time, my door buzzer more persistent than my hollow lack of dreams. Outside the window was … Continue reading “time and space: he wrote the word city on my arm with his finger and I almost cried.”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[155,278,355,342],"class_list":["post-1569","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-flickr","tag-matthew","tag-michel","tag-ryan"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1569","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1569"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1569\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1569"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1569"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foxtongue.com\/dreampepper\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1569"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}